Friday, January 7, 2011

Death of A Friend, Birth of A Legend

Gunisson (April 2001 - January 2011)



As we travel down lifes' path we encounter dark tunnels and it becomes hard to see the trail.  Friends are like candles that help illuminate the way.  My dog Gunnison was one of those candles in my life.  As a boy, like most boys, I dreamt of having that loyal companion, that dog that would follow me anywhere with a canine grin.  Ofcourse, books like "Where the Red Fern Grows" and movies like "Old Yeller" just added a little fuel to the fire.  We have had a couple family dogs and each one of them burned a special place in each one of our hearts.  "Buttercup" was our first dog, a minature schnauser who fit right in with the family.  She was a cute little pistol that could bring a smile to anyones face.  Later on, "Damsel" became part of our family.  Damsel was an absolute canine angel.  She was named after a Damsel Fly, which is a pattern we use fly fishing.  The name fit too. That dog racked up some serious fly fishing hours!  I think she fished with my dad and brother more than I did!  Damsel loved going on trips with the family.  We never needed a leash with her.  We would fish for hours and she would explore but always keep us in hearing distance.  Gunnison got alot of his adventurous loyalty from his mother.  I recall the day he was born.  I had just gotten home from GCC where I was taking classes at the time.  Mom met me at the door and said Damsel was ready to deliver and had been waiting for me to get home.  As soon as I walked over to her, she settled in to her welping box.  The first puppy got stuck and had to be hand delivered.  That stuck puppy was Gunnison. (I named him Gunnison after the Gunnison River, Colorado where the family would spend a couple weeks each summer.)  He came out backwards and completely snow white.  I hadn't really planned on keeping any of the pups, but I was melted by that snowy little fur ball.  As a puppy he was the biggest goof.  He loved to tear up paper towels and then just give me his signature goofy grin.  Gunny went with me everywhere I could take him.  Like his mother, he was truely an outdoorsmans' dog.  One of my favorite early memories of Gunny is fishing Lime Creek in Colorado.  Gunny was having a blast getting in my way as I was trying to cast or trying to figure out where the heck that chipmunk went.  There were alot of deadfalls and rocks we had to navigate going down stream.  Fishing was good and I had stopped paying attention to Gunny.  After releasing a fish, I turn and look for Gunny. No sign so I call his name a couple times knowing he'll be by shortly.  I return to fishing a productive white water run.  As I was casting I notice a white fuzz ball struggling in the white water and rapidly heading downstream.  I dropped my rod and ran downstream and into the frigid water.  I waded up to my chest and my waders filled with water as I grab the neck scruff of a rafting canine.  Apparently Gunnison decided that climbing logs was too much effort and thought the creek would be more efficient. Goof.  Gunny also loved bird hunting with me.  I remember shooting a dove quite a ways out in some really tall grass.  Gunny took off for the retrieve at mach speed.  Just before he got to where the bird went down I saw all the grass and bushes lay down.  Gunnison had run right into a wire fence at full speed!  He picked himself up and gave me what I thought was an embarassed look and continued after the bird.  Goof.  I've been through some tough times and that is where Gunny would truely shine.  He was always by my side.  He always pried a smile from me.  He will always be my boy.  I'm finding it hard to continue writing.  Sometimes there just aren't enough words.  I am so thankful to have had Gunny in my life.  I believe even a dog can mold and shape a persons character.  Gunny helped me see the lighter side of things.  Perhaps the candle has burned out but Gunnison still continues to illuminate my life.  I miss you so much Gunny Boy.  You will always be a legend like in the books or movies to me.

5 comments:

  1. Gunnison is a Legend. I remember when we watched him while you were out of town... he would always sneak into the boys' beds & snuggle up right under the covers. He always did have that grin that could just melt your heart. It was almost like he was human at times. He loved to play with our dear Clancy, although Clancy was much more hyper-active than Gunny. It was just as if Gunny didn't mind. He would play with him when he wanted to or just lay there & watch him run in circles. He was just so easy-going, carefree & lovable.

    There will always be a special place in my heart for Gunny. He lived a good life & enriched the lives of those around him. I bet somewhere, somehow, he is playing with Clancy right now & they are both pain-free & happy!

    Whenever my boys (especially lil man) feel upset & sad, missing Clancy; I place my hand on their chest over their heart & remind them that he is always there. He lives in our memories & we can access those whenever we want. And in that way, he lives forever -- in our hearts. Gunny lives forever there, too.

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  2. So sorry about Gunnison. What a wonder tribute. I am willing to bet he felt the same way about you. I Only remember him as a puppy, but he sure was a good one.

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  3. We all loved Gunny! I remember when at one point you weren't able to keep him and tried to sell him so I took his registration papers and hid them so you couldn't sell him. (don't be mad at me for that) He was a good dog and was good for you when we all saw you struggling Gunny was a calming aid to you.

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  4. We will all miss Gunny! I know all of you kids think that I don't really care one way or another about the pets we have had but I do! I have come home from work everyday since he left and checked the backyard for him to let him in as I always did. It has been difficult for me as well. Gunny was a good dog and friend to you and all of the kids and grandkids. He will be very missed! Gunny, Damsel and Buttercup will live in our hearts and memories always!

    I must say though that I am so impressed by your comments and am so proud of you and all of our children for the eloquent way you express yourselves. I can never even come close to expressing my feelings and thoughts the way you do.

    Love you, MOM

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  5. Our family, though sometimes far away, has a way of keeping each other close. As distant as I've been at times, I've always enjoyed reflecting on the memories we made as children and now as adults. Damsel and Gunnison are memories that will never fade. Gunnison was a tremendous dog. He was handsome and well-behaved; he was a gentleman. Gunny had a glow about him and he certainly did have a grin on his face at all times. He was always so happy! As a puppy, he was easily excitable and I remember how much energy he had. However, despite the seemingly endless supply of energy he had, he was always aiming to please Doug. It's difficult for me to express the feelings that I had the day that he passed. I went over to the house to see him. He was outside sitting. When I went out to see him, it was obvious that he was suffering. I sat with him for a while, I pet him and told him how much we loved him. He didn't move from his spot for over an hour. Then, suddenly, he got up and went out into the yard. His tail was wagging and he came trotting back to me. I was shocked at the sudden burst of energy. At that moment, Doug walked in the door. I knew that the sound of Doug's truck pulling up must have triggered the energy. I've never seen a relationship between a man and his dog quite like the one that they shared. They were a perfect match.

    You were a wonderful friend, Gunny. You will be missed tremendously and always in our hearts.

    Love always,
    Hannah Klinker

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